One jerk of the wheel ...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 04:19:01 GMT

I'M NOT WRITING IN THIS JOURNAL ANYMORE.

NEW ONE = __STATICSEX

add it woowoo?

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 01:28:23 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTHEW MICHEAL!!! <33

ok so i'm broken..

i have to go to the doctors

and my mom is really worried and she's freaking me out..

ohhhh life is so wonderful.

SIIIIKE.

oh and i haven't written my research paper that's due when... ohyeah tomorrow.

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 03:11:51 GMT

WHAT?!?!?

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 21:13:22 GMT

i want my septum pierced.

someone, anyone?

take me.

gah, and for the people who said they won't talk to me just because i have a fucking hole in my nose... ohhhhhh fuck off. GAYGAYGAY

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 03:19:54 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY.

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 20:12:04 GMT

i hate that i'm the most indecisive person i know.

well... second.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 06:31:58 GMT

i couldn't find my pants...

then i realized i dropped them in the snow on the front lawn...

so i ran outside in my underwear and a teeshirt to get them.

at 1 in the morning.

its soo cold. way to be an idiot.

♥ thats ok because this weekend was AWESOME.

i thought that you said things were improving...

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 21:15:40 GMT

I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES IN THE SNOW!!!!!!!

with a boy.

i've got plenty of snow, no boy.

would anyone like to lend me one?

....didn't think so.

why cant i be everything to everyone else, or maybe just to you

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 01:53:52 GMT

I WANT TO MAKE SOMEONE HAPPY.

that is the one thing i want for christmas...

Don't want to spend the rest of my days singing yesterday's love songs.

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 02:10:57 GMT

I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out
and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely
but I bit my lip and you said yes
and I thought of how beautiful the night would be
and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town
or we could just stay at home and I could win over acting cool
just like real romance.

it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand

Sun, 05 Dec 2004 05:29:12 GMT

today was sooo good. me and erica skipped photography/painting today and walked around philly. it was so good<3 we ate grilled cheese and played with phone booths and went thrift shopping. i bought like 4 shirts and a gin blossoms tape aha. then we sat and drew in the park. came home and went to see national treasure with derek and joe. then hungout at joes with people and watched like 4 movies. it was fun, derek is really cool.. i think i need sleep now

♥

i miss you like you missed me.

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 00:54:18 GMT

i was walking home..

..looking at the stars because they're really pretty tonight..

..not paying attention to where i was going..

and walked into..

a fence.

i love the cold...

snowww<33

holding hands is so powerless..

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 01:32:09 GMT

everything is so boring.

fun would be good right now..

and so would not being sick.

but nothing ever seems to want to work out in my favor so yea..

&hearts;...

i want to fall in love tonight...

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 02:17:53 GMT

i want it to snow so i can play in it with someone. blahblah.. i stopped writing in this but now i remember why, because i never have anything to write about.. eh my life is boring.. fata is sorta soon<3 that makes me happy, annnd i get to see emery again. weo. tomorrow me and erica are hanging out woo woo. im gonna take pictures from my last photography assignment and make me wear the polka dot dress. i miss her we never hangout anymore. em and josh are back together, im glad shes happy, but i hope he doesnt try to not let her hangout with me and ang because we hangout with guys alot. gaygay.. hes done that too many times.

........idunno

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 05:42:34 GMT

why is it that the guys i just want as friends always want something more, but the guys i like don't seem to give a shit about me?

i suck at everything.

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 00:01:20 GMT

i guess brown eyes aren't your favorite.
</3

i wanted to lick ya faaace.

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 04:25:16 GMT

hm lastnight went to battle of the bands to see josh's band... it was cool. finally met him hes crazr=y awesome.didn't get home till 2 in the morning haha my parents werent too happy but whatever... me and ang talked till like 5 and woke up at 1030.. fuck fuuuck i need sleep.. got ready went to emilys and got her and went to wendys and pummmmpkin picking <3 wemt back to emilys then josh called and me and ang went to clayton to hangout with him and his friends but we got lost for alittle so it took a long time. so we met josh at riteaid then went to juts house and hungout.. they all climbed on the roof and the front of jays truck and he drove through the parking lot it was great. yea then later me ang jay and josh dropped austin off and then went back in these crazy woods... i lovved them. <3333 fucking tired time to..die.

i'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 20:56:43 GMT

ok so yesterday i went to tinas ♥ right after school... perfect day..
1 ♥ i was with tina.
2 ♥ ate pork fried rice
3 ♥ watched kim possible !
4 ♥ talked about people we hate
5 ♥ went to the parrrk
6 ♥ i bought the best mascara evver

whoa whoa ok it was crazy.. there was only 1 fortune cookie.. so tina was like well we can just split it... and she broke it in half... and THERE WERE 2 FORTUNES IN IT.. fucking crazy.

ok well today was bad.. everyone thought i have pinkeye cause my right fucking eye is all crazy.. went to the doctors and i have to get a new migraine medicine.. some creepy eye drops and she wants me to go for fucking accupunture... no way that some fucking guy is sticking fucking needles in me... no fuckkkkkkkking way.. i have to go to get an m.r.i too... o joy because i love fucking hospitals.. ehhhhhh WHY IS SO MUCH WRONG WITH ME???

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 19:06:13 GMT

lastnight brian and drew picked me up at we went to dave's. i haven't seen anyone in forever it was crazy. his friend leo was there and them samee jon and steve? came.. then uhm jake came.. dave and leo boxed in daves backyard brian took some picture with my camera. then i wanted brian to get in this big tv box so i could push him down the stairs but instead we took the box outfront and put it on jakes long board and me and dave pushed leo down the street, he went pretty far it was awesome. drew put this awesome plastic foam stuff on and walked around with it the rest of the night haha. i was laying in the street alot and there was a tree of crazy pod things that i fell in love with hah so jake threw his skateboard up in the tree and knocked alot down <33 i was sitting in the box and dave like tackled me and then one of the times i was laying in the street i looked over and samee was on her knees.. and it looked like she was giving brian head... then dave joined in.. it was crazy and everyone came over and layed in the street and started laughing..yea funny times

dave, jake and drews head

dave and leo boxing, theyre on fiiire.

jake..pointing?

jon jumped over the box and onto his skateboard?

drew in the plastic stuffs?

uhh i don't even know...

drew again

why must conor be so fucking gorgeous !@#$%

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 01:04:01 GMT

I'LL STOP DOING EVERYTHING EXCEPT THE ONE THING THAT WILL KILL ME THE FASTEST.

gotta go back to school tomorrow... gah gah.. ohwell its friday &hearts;

i miss the erica, i hope she feels better. i wanna call her and see hows shes doing but i dont wanna wake her up if shes sleeping or something so maybe ill call when i get home from school tomorrow..

!!!! someone needs to come see senses fail with me in october or i think i will die... i dont care about going to see tbs anymore cause last time i saw them they were horrible but funeral for a friend is with them and i wanna see them deffinatly

come here cutie come here did you hear what i said, i said come here daddy.

hey honey hold my hand.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 23:12:48 GMT

hmm yea started school... sucks haha fucking freshman in like all my classes.. i have some stupid ass classes i love how pettite fucked up my whole schedule... bitch
1- fashion trends....whaaat the fuck
2- spanish 1...why the fuck do i have to take it again..i got an A
3- math 1 biitch... my teacher kicks ass
4- us history 1 ... my teacher is the head football couch.. shoot me
5- english 11... horrible class.. clark and moffa need to stop doing speed..
6- lunch with ericaa and people... thats fun
7- gym... only person i talk to is sarah.. everyone else in that class is a cunt
8- cns.. fuck dude like all freshman... my teacher is soo boring and everyone makes fun of him... its sort of sad.. in a funny way

TINA GAVE ME MY SHOT GLASSES TODAY. LETS BREAK'EM INNN.
♥

boys are soo fucking stupid... prove me wrong, please?

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 19:03:27 GMT

ohhh my day has been soo great so far...

went to the doctors gah gah they put me on prozac?

i got 3 fucking shots.... 3 !! what bullshit is that

on the way home my mom stopped for cigarettes and i was sitting in the car... and some old lady hit our car.... i got out and started yelling at her cause it scared me..alot... she said she didnt see our car... HOW THE FUCK DO YOU MISS A RED CAR? i dunno dude.... i need alcohol

uh oh new hair

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 03:21:48 GMT

new hair... yea , i love it, so tell me you hate it and make me happy.

&hearts;

i look really bad, but my hairs pretty!

i havent slept in like a day... i have a right to loook horrid

its blonde... my camera decided to hate me though..

this place is a prison, these people aren't your friends

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 16:01:24 GMT

i dont see a reason to sleep anymore.. all it does is waste my last days of summer..

i want something, but i don't know what it is..

everyone is so happy, and im happy for them, but not for me... because i just suck..

my eyelashes have split ends, and it makes me verry upset..

im going to the doctor tomorrow because my parents think i am going crazy, i wonder why?.... and i have to go for my migraines... which means xray things and i have to go in one of those tube things.... i dont want to its scary, someone hold my hand.

i need a cool guy... no more assholes.. no more.

someone hangout with me, i need to do something fun involving alcohol or any type of illegal substance before i go back to school, or i will die...seriously

whoa whoa time to go thrift shopping ! ! <3 keep me happy for an hour or so.

love meeeee

do this...now

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 02:41:29 GMT

1. when and how did we meet:
2. have you ever seen me with my shirt off:
3. have you ever seen me cry:
4. describe me in four adjectives:
5. if we could spend a day together what would we do:
6. have we ever gotten in a fight:
7. if you could give me a present what would it be:
8. would you hug me:
9. what do you really think of me:
10. have we ever kissed:
11. has there ever been anything you wanted to tell me, but were scared to:
12. wanna makeout:
13. name one thing you dont like about me:
14. what is your full name: